Must work Harder!!!!

纯纯的友谊。。。

2011-08-11T03:31:00.000-07:00

今天，有人问我一句话，这令我有许多感触。。。

她是这样问我的：那你最好的朋友是谁？

这只是一种很简单的一句话，但我却不知怎样回答，因为我还不晓得谁是我真正的朋友。
反省了一下。。。我想也许是我自己也不是个称职的朋友吧。。。所以才得不到朋友的真心付出。有时候我也在想，也许我的朋友已付出了真心，但我却从不紧紧地握住，反而是猜疑她们，真是太不应该了！

鼓励话语1：相信他人，也相信自己。友情应该是单纯而可贵的！

我又回来了。。。

2011-08-06T07:02:00.000-07:00

今天又是个忙碌的一天。。。

而我每天都得和时间赛跑，跑啊跑啊。。。我到底要跑去哪里？我到底是在追求什么？
我是为了自己还是别人才呢么拚呢？

我今天也发现一件事：我好像跟我朋友的距离越来越远了。。。

久而久之，我们的话题少了。。。眼神也不在那样了。。。
是不是因为我曾没用过我的双手紧紧地握着她的手？
还是我现在才发现她与我只是泛泛知交？

我不想这样。。。

有人曾经告诉我说，友谊是不能转移的。。但我现在领悟到友谊是很容易从身边溜走的，我以后一定要好好珍惜！

我今天也发现了另一件是：
我真的很喜欢和他分享我生活的苦与~~~

its holidays!

2009-05-30T06:29:00.000-07:00

whu say i nvr update my blog? i admit.. it was sians let it rest mah, no nid everyday make it work so hard (absurd excuse) with such a kind blogger like me oso give blogs working leave de! just kidding lah! no time to type mah, oso lazy... i change my blogskin so u think its childish or cute? i think its cute hor so plsss don say its childish but u can think of it(lols).
i really no creativity de so i don have long post, i know u all boring of my post liao... but i will keep writing... especially my resolutions cos now im determined to get at least B3 for all my subjects. peng you look out for me ah...must make sure i don slack cos i usually just slack off like 2daylor..nvr do anythingde.
wow my blog 1st time so lengthy2 (improve eng cos i nearly failed eng)
lazy put pic...
writing off with.....byebye!

life

2009-04-21T05:58:00.000-07:00

who say's this world is changing?

then why cant songs be changed?

people say you need creativity to live

but if we stick to the traditional we'll score

we did our best

it was one of our best

what if the judges are teenagers?

we will get gold!

but the problem is they are not?

2009-04-12T08:11:00.000-07:00

doing homework n slacking though i should not...
haven even finish eng proposal and ms kaur gonna say: bad student?
just got a scoulding from lao shi on fri for just not putting up the decor...can i say its unreasonable n she said i was irresponsible ( i feel demoralised alrdy lor)
i wan to protest lei.. thats e 1st time a cher said i was bu fu ze ren!
oso thats e first time i feel like erm... that feeling rrgh... cannot b describe:(
nid to mug alrdy.. too stress n i don understand covalent bonding
i nid more tuition!
im startin 2 talk crap so ignore n gd nities! ( still doing proposal!)

2009-02-20T04:52:00.000-08:00

Long time nvr post ler. but blogging is so sian now. i think 2day is my most miserable tian... chem paper so tough how i wish i was like felicia( understandin like everything mrs low said, to me its incredible!) but she is a smart girl. i'm not too bad right? still got guzheng after Ct, but its fun! signed up for MOE trylathon, its a once in a lifetime event. goin wif xia, and veron...my friends. so fortunate~~nvr TRY b4lei. later still nid rush from sentosa to pasir ris ---hope i wont b late for cca><

i have to be happy now, to get better grades for others...

wish me luck for other subjects!

2008-12-22T02:13:00.000-08:00

went guzheng today but teacher zhang was not there, so i escape from being checked for not practising X)
so tired today, always wan to sleep at every second...Zzzzz
but the worse is we have to carry 63 chairs to e library, which is abt 4 chairs per person. Then tmr still nid to carry 4 stacks of new green chairs down, and bring all e guzhengs to classroom.
Sadist...

But the good news is i receive my 1st christmas present!
which is a glass jar with colourful sweets. How i wish my 2009 would be a sweet and smooth journey.

with limited vocab... i have to say bye!

2008-11-29T17:09:00.000-08:00

Erm... just got my own laptop.
Very very hapi!
u know its e kind of mini laptop and its white! cos pink no stock liao...
so can do my own work now.
The sitex fair was so crowded in e sats and thatis wad i called financial crisis?
going up e escalator but still seeing so many ppl going to e fair.
i even 4get abt going to subway to eat><

Mei mah? very nice rite.thats my new wall paper but actually not quite something to comment:<

2008-11-04T22:27:00.000-08:00

very familliar rite?
ya, its jj lin jun jie. He's my favourite singer but not idol cos thats my bro hu is his fan?
He sings so well, as he has a unique voice. cos when u listen to some unknown tracks, u may just find his voice in there.
He dances well too, u know so talented.- can compose, sing, dance, arrange music and so smart.
do i sound like some 忠实歌迷?
but seriously, i'm not.

Btw, so excited.tmr goin efair liao, gotta meet my friends.
b4 that meeting stefanie first at 1030. so early mah..i wan to sleep lei><
but i was e one whu say wan to go at 1030. lols[contradicting=.=]
like i got a lot of time like that.
just had a heated conversation wif max, so boliao keep on criticising his height and size...
but i'm like that. u know i cant help it, when i talk to stefanie its Worse ppl.
nvr mind just happy to talk to 6 inspiration friends. just wan recall e "GOOD" days in p6.
anyway 6inspiration ROX!! its like so "united"
ok its getting bored ...have to chiong for next year alrdy. take care ppeeps!

check out my new blogskin!

2008-11-03T02:43:00.000-08:00

tis is wad i really call raining cats and dogs. Picfrom: deviantart.com

nice ah?
cos there somethin wrong wif the prev oneso i change it lor.
finally ccan blog...actually got loads of time to blog but lazy wad. Btw any CZs goin back to sch on 6 nov cos its efair again and i will go back every year!
Hope inspirations will be there....
E avatar is my girl girl over there cute mah?
if wan to create avatar pls go:
http://www.crunchyroll.com/crunchyland/create_avatar?referral_id=4295216099
so i can get 100 GOLD!!! ( not real de lah...jia enthu )
nvr mind xi wang u ppl will continue tagging wif me
and when eveerytime i blog i will post a pic for u all to share!
tata

happy birthday to me!

2008-09-02T22:16:00.000-07:00

feel so blessed tis year though sick before my birthday...
got a call from stefanie! yesterday wishing her best wishes.
thx! she was e first to call! so sweet and touched>< wan 2 cri liao.
n next comin up is charlene! an sms from her. And siti whu wanted 2 wish me in msn but i was away.....
Thanks everyone for remembering my birthday...
going 2 eat pizzahut on sat, but no bithday cakes.
sudden liking of teddy bears
ok lar haven do finish hw but wan to celebrate lei.
Anyway byby!

2008-09-02T04:41:00.001-07:00

Your Birth Month is September

Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years.

You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian.

Your soul reflects: Devotion, light, and love

Your gemstone: Sapphire

Your flower: Morning Glory

Your colors: Brown and deep blue

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

2008-09-02T04:36:00.000-07:00

Your Expression Number is 6

You have an outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance.

You are helpful and inclined to comfort those in need.

You have many artistic and creative talents, but you only use them to better others.

You are loving, friendly, and appreciative of others.

You have a depth of understanding that produces much kindness and generosity.

Openness and honesty are apparent in your approach to all relationships.

Sometimes, you can be too demanding of yourself.

At times, you tend to sacrifice yourself for the welfare of others.

At other times, you have trouble distinguishing between helping and interfering.

What's Your Expression Number?

Why do allthings happen @ e wrong time?!

2008-08-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

Was sick yesterday, but only a few ppl notice that. Andd thats very hurtin u know!
alL misfortunes comes together,cough; flu; fever; stomachache....anD it results 2 me becoming a sickly gurl. I stiLl nid to go polyclinic myself and wAIT TIl 145 then can registeer.>< In e end, i got more than 5 bottles of medicine cos i cannot swallow pils (cos i scared mah, hhehe) My mum say clinic scared not enough 4 babies so keep askin ME to eat pils instead.
siNcere thX 2 veronica!!!! cos she is like e gurl hu brougt me warmth wen i was in e snow (chi idiom: xue zhong song tan). sO TOUched rite? cos i will always have gd friends around me.Another special mention: stefAnie. though quite irritating when she tries to irritate me...like DUH, but during e Aces walk she walked & chat with mee e whole journey, which makes me feel more lifely.Not 2 mention Vicky, Xia Yin, andCHarlene... all my gd friends forever.... u know whu really r ur gd friendz when e crisis befall n dats on friday when i teachers celebrate teachers day but sad lei cos cannot go back see friends tthere... My APOLOGIES to all. but y onli a few go ah
?& jiong yang like gloting over my illness...Actualy yesterday shld b best friend day cos its e happiest day of my life cos now i know my friend really care. But those that ignored me on tat day...i will oso nvr 4get u cos i may just hate u 4 my life!( mayb juust kidding, or am i serious?)
2day post so long aah? bu zhi bu jue...ok las i oso nid 2 rest lio, now my voice haven come back yet lei or will i be mute 4 life....*crazy* 4get go appointment liao. But last thing i have 2 say...do any1 till remember my b-day? sad... criing

2008-08-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

got violin exam on thurs
dunno wan 2 go sch 1st or not lei
shld i go first?
cos i very guai de mah...
lols.
sian.nxt wk got 6 test liao-
lit,2 chi, maths,violin,history
but my brain not so gd le, lao le X)
violin still got a lot of things not sure but ask liao still dunno,
die liao lar...( choi! touch wood)
it'll nvr happen, nvr!( like real><)
oh!
still got eng haven do
then i sign off now llos
bye by all!

2008-07-06T19:36:00.000-07:00

its youth day today!
but...i dont feel youthful lei...sian holidays always like that de.
too much h/w liao....nobody wants to go out thats worse><
bye cos too sian then nothing to do
thats all folks!

2008-06-28T06:45:00.000-07:00

at 9pm today...
i completed 1040 skips in simei community centre.....
and 104 bowls of rice to the needy....
i feel so great now!
but... tmr nid to go do chi project liao. sian><
ppl! start skipping now! lols.
and tmr also going e!hub..... weeee.x)

2008-06-17T03:52:00.000-07:00

holiday is ending soon...and two peeps are staring at this com
today is boring ...going to guzheng...
i just learnt a new phrase-" i'm suddenly immuned to retards" lols
this is stupid... just 2 more months 2 violin exam....
>< scared
tata pple bye!

2008-06-01T00:25:00.000-07:00

so boring 2day...
donwant do h/w lei... but also cannot go out
then just stay in to blog lor.>< worse. no one comes to tag. aiya,also nothing to say So,bye bye lor. Hey wait! there is something actually to say abt. on 31/5/08.... i joined stefanie in jogging at pasir ris park.Actually, we didn't jog cos we felt uncomfotable running wif our bags. So... we brisked walk. Most of the time i will be taking photos of the scenery and the interesting part of e day was when we went to the pony farm in e park and some funny scenes occured.. These are some photos that we took yesterday...

Firstly...

While waiting for Stefanie 2 come....and this baby came into e pic!

Its carebears!

Then...

Its carebears again! lol!

Few minutes later..

Stefanie..arrive and lookin enviously at e couple...( inference:not true)

Walking on e bridge...

Look at this uncle..so hardworking...doing tai chi.

He may think: hey! u did not ask 4 permission!

Look at this horse! handsome? he'sjust trying to get some water instead of posing for me....

Hey! no peeing here horse! lols!

isn't this pony cute? How i wish i own this pony...

ppl! turn ur heads 90 degrees!

Tht's all!

2008-05-31T01:32:00.000-07:00

I've been tagged by Wei Liang and Xia Yin to doQUIZ_ZEROO. (:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

*****

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- if i love him very much, then 4give him lor..
if not, the break up!

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- be positive always! (happy)

3. Are you random?
- huh? i guess so.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-1/2 to bank
then e other half to my mum(25%), dad(25%) and granny(50%)

5. Why are you doing this quiz?
- obviously! i was asked to do so...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-can i have both? mutual love?

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-until my feelings 4 him have numbed...

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- wish him happiness lor..

9. Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
-oh..its standard...my mum's nagging.

10. What cheers you up the fastest?
-recalling happy memories

11. How do you see yourself as now?
-not competitive enough in academics

12. Who is currently the most important thing to you?
-my friends, i guess....

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-Wei Liang: gd-tempered, quiet
Xia Yin: gd-tempered, interesting

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
-can i have both? married, rich, loved? (greedy thinking)

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
-walking to e toilet for washup, feeling tired rather than awake

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
-yes,definitely

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-i will choose e one that i love and is when he loves me too

18. What type of friends do you like?
-caring friends

*****

The 8 people who will be tagged are:
Charlene
Bro
Nixon
Stefanie
Kai Lun
Tai Shuen
Justus(actually i don wish to add u in, but i nid e sum up!)

Friends: sry 2 trouble u all.u may ust find e joy in doing it! or the frustration from doing it! haha! lols! just do it ppl!

It's Over!

2008-05-29T22:36:00.001-07:00

Today it mark the end of the structured programme!
Weeee!!! lols!
Yesterday, i got my theory results... it was pathetic...
its 87, not yet a distinction!
i lost to justus! he got 88... N0o0o0o0....
1 more mark!我不甘心！
and nixon's result is still a mystery!
o0o0.. lols...
on 28/5/08..
i was locked out of the house, so no choice nid to stay outside...
then go tuition lor....
now after june structured its projects and more h/w! o0ops!
i think its guzheng now! byebye!
sry hor! mistake... teacher at the library not at guzheng so still can type..
it was fun at the farmart centre,and i got to know a new friend--Tsuyang...
haha! aiya short term memory! now i cannot remember anything..
onli know that we played treasure hunt and the truth is i didn't won...
sadsad...
aiya enough of all that!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Now for some comments on my blog skin... and on the colour PURPLE! ( my fav colour )
Justus: kept saying xinru's purple world...
welcome to xinru's purple world...
Leanne:Purple is a gay colour, its devilish
Stefanie: xinru's blogskin is nice, i like purple!

The following comments has no personal attack at anyone....

My feedback!

Purple actually symbolize royalty,wealth,creativity and more! ( u can check out e net! )

thats all! and this time i really have to go now

BYeBye

Wee!! i can post again!

2008-05-26T05:33:00.000-07:00

On 23/5/08, i went for CIP at the Pearl Student Care Centre at Punggol.
We played loads of lame games, like'dog and bone' and 'pass the parcel' which is prepared by my group. The kids there were not very cooperative sometimes as they have child tantrums that we cannot control like crying and fighting with other kids when there is a misunderstanding.
On this trip, i get to know 2 friends- Gillian and 'Ghost', the 2 Gs. Mmm... actually i also dono why that friend of my wants to call himself ghost...
As for Gillian, she is a cute girl whom is also the first to wave at me when i first stepped in the centre. oh....isn't she sweet? lols!Whatsmore, she gave me a hug when i leave the centre, after singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY toooo....

RACHEL CHEA!!!! happy belated birthday!!!

Anddd..... Gd news ppl!
Finally, i bought my science practical bk!
lols!!!! cos today punished then nid to stand outside the lab...
No0o0o0o.... i have not done it before.....( have i? )
Nvr mind forget about it. o0ops!
Haven do english h/w?
Mmmm... whu do i admire the most?
Lee Kuan Yew? Beethoven? Mozart?
Aiya.. can't think of it. must do by tonight
S0000...bye dear bloggers..
nice purple skin right?
byebye..

borin day again....

2008-05-11T18:09:00.000-07:00

今天又是一个漫长的一天。。。
因为今天是marking day! 但是又不能出门，真闷啊！
我真的不知道应该做什么好。拉小提琴呢，又觉得闷，读书呢，更闷。我真渴望与朋友同行到外头去逛一逛，透透气。
也不知该写什么好，那我就在此停笔，余言后叙，下次再继续吧！
希望朋友们都能再考试中取得优异的成绩！（不包括nixon!)

拜拜！！！

exams over!

2008-05-11T04:18:00.000-07:00

Finally, its over...
Exams over everything's over but violin is not over yet
nooo... why...( sighing ) i cant take life saving course now can onli take itduring december
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Today is mothers day!
Peeps did u giv ur mama a present? oh me have! lols!
just went to stefanie house to play?
actually just borin, so just play lor..
she got lots of beads and tmr i goin with her to see the beads agaain...
u know wad she say? she spent about $30 just on the beads expensive rite?
i know but they are nice. hehe
tmr is marking day! another holiday for me... WEEEEEE! lol
ok thats all. tata everybody?
wad amtalking about?
final thanks for those who visited my blog and pls tag peeps cos i wanna know that who peeps visited my blog cos i do not have a head count? ok thats stupid nvr mind just tag!

byebye!!!

Aiyo so long nvr post liao

2008-05-02T18:31:00.000-07:00

最近想投稿时都不行所以那么久才来投稿。
这是我第一次以华文来投稿，大家请多多指教。

现在正是考试时期所以也应该没什么时间来投稿。昨天刚考了地理和literature，对不起因为不知道怎么翻译请多多抱憾。地理可难了，我想要是想得到高分也没什么希望了。最近，常常没有练习小提琴，一直被老师骂，何况是整班都没练习呢！是不是很可悲。更烦人的是，我们还得准备表演，真不知道要怎么表演，但是我似乎很期待看nixon表演小提琴，因为我想看他出丑。糟了, 还是别说了，得一下他就来揍我了.

好了, 走啦!

Frustrated

2008-03-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

This lately always nvr hand up h/w
become bad gurl le...
But i don wan to be one...
CIP nothin to do about it.
my class not doin anythin
cos not proactive.lol
aiya, weare already in the losing streak
peeps sell t-shirt so nice lor
my class ... goner
ok lar... don say until like hopeless like that.
perhaps not that of a goner

Btw, peeps. me so pathetic meh
nobody wants to take my true friends test
me hopeless also
thats why its me...
a lonely gurl
So i dont have a true friend..
so .... don say le
tmr still got computer lesson thenlater got GUZHENG
Sian... byE byE

O0ops...

2008-03-22T06:31:00.000-07:00

There's violin tmr...
Is it a present from heaven or gift from****

no...me tmr going to learn grade 5 song..

too hard and tedious for me..

太辛苦了！

Today, my geog grp did geog in the library and, fortunately....

we were not chased out of it

we learnt the lesson in tamp.

And..i was even late for my chinese tuition!!!

nno... and its my favourite tuition...

nvr mind.

What i hate about today geog, is that someone called *****( thats the no. of letters in his name)or should i say its nixon...

Oh sry..

too bad i just posted ur name...

cos u said that my narrating was weird bcos of the accent... ok. and i admitted it. but i was still fedup with him saying in someway that my narrating was awkard...

then how about to have him as the narrator?

ok.其实我也不想走，但是没办法。。。拜拜！！！

TmR's g0od FriDay..

2008-03-20T02:42:00.000-07:00

sry for late post.
Its good friday tmr peeps..
Too bad have to go to 外婆house, cannot stay at home and sleep.
Lazy right? I know..

Homeworks flooding in..
Have to do geo project...实在是无聊啊！

Whatsmore! I'm using my father's laptop for the first time!
Isn't it great?

Ok...tata everybody!

再见！拜拜！Say0naRa...

Wee!!

2008-03-15T06:49:00.000-07:00

End of all theory stuff unless i wish to continue..

Today, strictly speaking the theory paper was quite hard as quoted from XXXXX" you can see how difficult is the paper from the italian terms. And the paper had german terms ah..... i just didn't study for german i put very fast .....NOOO0 my 2 marks! Forget it. The real problems comes now as the new term is comin whatsmore i did not finish my holiday homework. Arrgh, so stressful.

O0ops! its to late to talk( or should i say to wriite? Actually its really still early... hehe just lazy to write more.) Btw, spammers pls stop, ok this is getting too serious here...ok.. u can continue

BYeBYe!!! :>

its e big day tmr!

2008-03-14T08:07:00.000-07:00

o0ops! tmr's the big day. I'm getting worried cos too many things to learn and always careless..
Italian terms, instruments, intervals... and more. Just hope that god will help me and lady luck lending me a helping hand. Though i know that i had been posting short posts but for today, i had to study for my theory. LOok below to know what happened to my group this afternoon.

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This afternoon my geography group was doing our project at the library but in the end was kicked out due to the disruption that we have caused the public by laughing and chatting rather loudly and discussing in a rather high volume in this case in the library.But the volume of the public was rather loud too and when the public softened we seemed extremely loud therefore....

BYeBYe :)

2008-03-12T20:47:00.000-07:00

Argh i'm back.

I just changed my skin. Nice rite?Especially the clock at the side. But i'm not as creative, cos this skin 不是我做的！So lets stop here, cos running out of brain juice. Just slacking during computer lessons cos too easy, last time learn le！

BYeBYe!

i'm back

2008-03-10T01:00:00.001-07:00

sry to onli post 2.

Cos too busy le. Exams then test, whatsmore peeps like XXXXX keep saying that my blog sucks.
But i think it really do before. Pardon my bad language. Me too poor in english.

Happy to say i got a new handphone! wee. i know its lame.
those who wants my new hp no. you can tell me on the comments

Now, something to add here.Its a single week holiday but it seems that homework is given based on a month worth of holidays. Sighing.... having 3 projects and several assignments.

AH....我快透不过气了！

exams! struggling!

2008-02-28T05:18:00.000-08:00

FINAlly, tmr the last day of exams, geography.

JUst hope that i would get a1 and beat nixon in geography or even all SUBJEcts!

For onli 1 reason, he's catching up, or should i say everybody is catching up.

So any tips any1?

Introduction

2008-02-26T23:48:00.000-08:00

HI! me a newbie here...- just signed in. Know more about me!

I'm A gurl, like DUH. me in secondary wish to get tanner cos make me look healthy. DIAO.
me friends too many cant list them all, hehe. jusT bragging.. me smart too( i guess )
And note peeps.. those hu know me pls dont call me names.. like xinhao and xin ku.
By the way from the pic above you could infer that i'm from guzheng..

Yes! i'm from guzheng! lols..

And let me tell you Guzheng rox!!